I haven't been touched since the day he left A few have tried but the tips of their fingers pass right through me As if I'm not even there Invisible or an apparition Blending into my surroundings Because I turn down the noise In fear of Being louder than they all expect I can't seem to feel anything Besides the growing disappointment With deep roots planted in my loins, It's limbs outstretched Covering all signs of pleasure with It's thick black cloud of smoke, Rolling in like tsunami waves But in you came like the strongest Gust of wind With your heart reaching towards the heavens Not even the darkness and depth of the oceans in which I reside Could make you flinch or bat your eyes You subdued me even before letting your hands graze my soft Yet neglected body You pierce through my soul As you analyze all the unkept desires Hidden behind Eyes too loud To hold secrets But quiet enough To go unnoticed
Come inside my mind and read what it's like to be in my head. Creating my own world because reality was never fun.