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Me and Mr. Hollywood - Chapter 8

"Mr. Hollywood," I asked interested in the convenient nickname given to this "mystery guy". I really didn't want to believe that this had been the woman in Donovan's apartment and I especially didn't want to believe that this bitch was friends with my most dearest of friends. This girl housed an evil spirit. You could smell the stench of hate and manipulation and bitterness coming off of her. "That's an interesting name, what he do," I added. Violet's eyes darted towards me like daggers. "Bitch don't be asking me no question like that, I don't know who tf who are," she snapped. Chrissy and Ginger were just as shocked as I was to hear Violet lose her shit.  I knew the girl was evil, but damn I didn't think she would be bold enough to get so loud with me in a public space. Initially, I wanted to let her have it right then and there, but I thought about Bella and how disappointed she would have been that her friend
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My soul is aching. How can you smile? Did you cut the cord without communicating with me. Is there another love of yours stealing away your heart? But it couldn't be. Days pass and still you return. And the distance is grand but still I feel pressure in my chest from the tug on cords still connected.  How can you be okay without a love so true? So true you already denounced the hope of opening your heart to anyone who isn't me. How do you promise to love me forever and yet your turn around and offer to care for me conditionally? Conditions and restrictions. Rules to follow. Boundaries to respect. The right to make requests is no longer a right.  Appreciation has turned in a longing fed by time rather than starved by it. Pain is full while the heart still hungers for resolve. How is this happening? This is cruel. Why are you smiling? How can you stand there upright? I'm barely hanging on. The world as o knew it no longer exists.  Monsters are real

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