I haven't been touched since the day he left   A few have tried but the tips of their fingers pass right through me   As if I'm not even there   Invisible or an apparition   Blending into my surroundings   Because I turn down the noise   In fear of   Being louder than they all expect   I can't seem to feel anything    Besides the growing disappointment   With deep roots planted in my loins,    It's limbs outstretched    Covering all signs of pleasure with    It's thick black cloud of smoke,   Rolling in like tsunami waves    But in you came like the strongest   Gust of wind   With your heart reaching towards the heavens   Not even the darkness and depth of the oceans in which I reside   Could make you flinch or bat your eyes   You subdued me even before letting your hands graze my soft   Yet neglected body   You pierce through my soul   As you analyze all the unkept desires   Hidden behind   Eyes too loud    To hold secrets   But quiet enough    To go...
Come inside my mind and read what it's like to be in my head. Creating my own world because reality was never fun.